can't take it anymore

sorry in advance for this girls, but i need to get my feelings out somewhere, and i can't burden my husband anymore. I just really can't deal with this anymore. I am out of strength, seriously. 1.5 years of my life has been sadness, and i'm sick of it. I pray at night, and i cry, wondering why my prayers are not being answered. why am i not blessed with a child? would i not be a good mother? it's too painful. i go to work, and i do my job, and i smile, and i am dying inside everyday. i try to be positive, i try not to stress. it's all BS. i'm sorry for this ladies...just had to write it out. i'm exhausted, i'm spent, and i don't know how much longer i can do this.

I'm sorry, Paula. I really do know how you feel.

Does this mean that you tested? You had a nice temp. spike this morning.

check out my chart mare

hon i know we can't understand Gods timing
But he knows what he is doing..............I am glad that you now have the answer you want!!!

Gods Delay is NOT Gods Denial!!

And looky there, once again God has answered a prayer in his time


I AM STILL BEYOND EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!!!

I knew your temp looked promising this morning.

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a beauitful chart!!!!!

It took 14 years of me praying!